Stop kidding yourself

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

Time to face the truth
you and me are really through
Sometimes I ask myself could we try again?
but we've done everything over and over till no end
We're in love but theres something wrong
no matter how hard we try 
we cant keep carrying this on
So what happens when your in love
but no matter how hard you try
you cant keep it strong?
and you always cry?
What happens when you cant move from a love that you 
thought was so strong?
I'll tell you what you do...
you try to pretend your not hurt 
till you can no longer take the pain
then you break show yourself the truth
your tears pour out like rain
You may call that person
tell them you need them they make break down and say the same
or they'll tell you I cant play this game...
so then you feel like your losing it 
and nothing makes sense anymore
You just feel like running out and hitting something till your knuckles bleed or maybe you just cry till no end
either way you deal with it somehow someway until another day
when you break down again feeling as if you loved in vain
and nothing seems to make sense even after the 4th month
You're still calling their name.
Everywhere you go something reminds you of them 
and everything you do you still find yourself thinking of them
So what happens when you cant take it anymore you just want to go to there door break it down and grab them in your arms
tell them you love them and miss there charm?
What happens when they push you away and say they cant
so then your left standing there feeling so lost and ashamed
how could you let it come to this how could you make them see that everything that matters is standing right in front of me?
How do you move on from this? how do you stop the miss? how do you repair your wounded heart? how do you realize that your love has officially part?
how do you come up with answers to these questions when no answer could even help? the only way its going to work is if you stopp kidding yourself.

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-04-15 00:25:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:21
Poem ID: 69247

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