Secret

by Angie N. - Pisces

I have done something wrong,
something really fucking bad.
I've done something I know,
will make lots of people sad.

I've done something terrible,
something really fucking awful.
To be forgiven of the shit I've done,
is pretty doubtful.

I didn't think about the consequences,
I didn't think of who I would hurt.
Instead I only thought of myself,
and treated others like dirt.

I can't tell anyone my secret,
what the hell should I do?
If you fucking did what I did,
you wouldn't tell either, would you?

But keeping this shit inside,
is ripping me apart.
How could I have done this shit,
don't I have a fucking heart?

Maybe I should just tell someone,
get this secret off my chest.
But maybe I should try to forget about it,
and let the ghosts in my life rest.

If I can't forgive myself,
then I know others wont forgive me.
This fucking shit I've done,
is too awful for anyone to show pity.

I have to keep this secret,
locked away forever in my mind.
Take it to my grave,
so this secret no one will ever find.
Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-04-19 20:28:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:22
Poem ID: 69288

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