With a shirt soaked in salt water flushed cheeks and a sucker punched heart I will try to do you justice and hope this is one time my words do not fall short of expressing what's brewing inside this heavy heart. the love I held and still hold for you I don't believe anyone could understand they wouldn't understand what these tears are made of these tears that can't stop falling I will hold onto these memories until the day I also die the rest of me, anyway I short lived smile creeps across my face only to induce another flood God I miss you my heart misses you my soul misses you secrets I shared are now barried with you the love you let me give and love you gave took happiness when you left I'm in awe with how much hate I hold for a world that you are no longer in oh who the hell am I kidding...I don't know how to write about this... I can't fix this...I can't make it go away...I hate it, I hate how this feels...I hated the sound in my father's voice...I hated the tears he held back, and I hated the ones he let out even more..I hate it that no matter what kind of poet I think I am, I can't even begin to make anyone understand who you where and what I'll never get back...I'm dying because it'll never be this easy to love somebody.Birth sign: Gemini
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