You told me something really bad today, something that ripped my heart away. You told me about some girl and about a kiss you shared, it killed me inside to think you never really cared. You told me I shouldn't make it out to be a big deal, but tell me how in the hell you would feel. You always said you loved me from the first time we met, but if you really loved me how could you make me so upset? I don't know what to think or what I should do, I wonder if you really care and if you're being true. I can't help it but I can't get it out of my head, I felt like my heart was bleeding when I heard the words you said. I use to compltely believe in you and thought you was so true, I thought that hurting me was never something you could do. Maybe I was mislead and maybe I was wrong, maybe your love for me just isn't that strong. Or maybe you mean what you said, that you're sorry and you really do love me, but what if you don't mean it and I trust you again, then where would I be? Why did I do this to myself again, I should have known, but I couldn't help it, for you my love has grown. I knew I would get hurt if I gave into love and trust, I should have known my heart would again bust. I'm sorry that I can't just forgive and forget, but I really do love you and I can't just quit. Please try the best you can to understand, I never thought you would hurt me, I thought you would always hold my hand. But no matter what may come of all of this, know that I'll always love you and you I'll forever miss. No matter what I would never take back the times we did share, I hope you know I'll always love you and I'll always care. I'm not saying good-bye, I just need some time to think things through, I don't want to make the wrong decision, because I really do love you. If by chance us not being together is the way it ends, I just hope that we will always be great friends.Birth sign: Pisces
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