I realized
you were gone
eternally
a tear welled up in my right eye
I acknowledged
I would never touch your body again
that tear raced down my face
All your idiosyncrisies
vanished
Five tears from each eye
crawled to the back of my neck
I sobbed when I knew
I would never hold you again
I cursed God and anything else
I wanted to
they stole you from me
I curled up in the fetal position
soaking myself in my own tears
as loneliness sufficated me
There was no one else
that would just love me
not matter what
was said
or what I did
you never said
a word
there was never a look
judgement
critizism
just love
The world lost it's warmth
the day lost it's purpose
nothing seemed as important
as grieving
and like it or not
I hated the world
bits of me still do
But then I laughed
at this world
at God
and anything else
I damn well wanted to
you could take her body
possibly even her soul
but you won't take these memories
the ones I share
or the ones I hold
Living in memories
Birth sign: Gemini
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