Fading memory

by ~***a chick***~ - Pisces

You're slowly fading from my heart
its been so long since we had to part
The grip you once had is slowly dissapearing
and my mind is no longer remembering
all the things that were so nice
now i'm remembering how it felt like you jabbed at my heart
with a knife
So many things were wrong with us
we beat eachother till we lost touch
I didn't want to believe it and either did you
so we kept on pretending trying to make it better and new
Our love is becoming nothing but a memory
and sometimes it hurts so much I can hardly breathe
but other times I get so angry with myself
After all the shit you pulled I really should've spent my time with someone else.
I let you take control of me in ways that I couldn't see
and in a lot of ways our love was such misery.
I think more bad times happened then good and it makes me wonder how did it last for so long 
I just want to shove everything away in the past
pick up the pieces like shattered glass
Cant put them together theirs not enough pieces
some of them are missing in different seasons
You changed so much I lost your touch we fell out of love with eachother and now its all over
but in a way you'll always have a piece of me and I'll have a piece of you we just cant fit together anymore its time for something new.


Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2002-04-28 02:02:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:25
Poem ID: 69406

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