So grand and confident So noble and proud So empty and devastated So bored and unmotivated I take a break and think I wonder for a moment what I'm doing here It overwhelms me, I pour a drink It kills the lonliness and fear So powerful and strong So energetic and purposeful So numb and uncomfortable So weak and unreasonable Some days I have it all figured out I feel intoxicated with my own cleverness Then ten minutes later I'm full of doubt Feeling alone and worthless So skilled and patient So glib and intuitive So regretful and ashamed So dizzy and deranged I know there's something wrong But I'm not sure if it's something I want to cure When I'm on top nothing can touch me I'm so strong But right now I'm in the pit. Nobody can reach me here.Birth sign: Libra
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