The other day...

by Ashlee Bigelow - Scorpio

The other day i wanted to die;

So I went to the bathroom to see what I could find;

I wanted to kill myself cuz I could not stand this life;

So I found a bottle of pills up at the top right;

At first I started with 1 or 2 till I got up to about 52;

These pills are not working;

Why ain't dead?;

I wanna die now. NOW! I said;

On the floor there I lie;

I can't move a muscle;

Oh no! I'm starting to die!;

Everything went black, I cannot see;

God please tell me why i chose to die;

All the sudden i started to shake;

I don't know whats happening;
Why won't i wake?;

The air is getting thinner;

My breath is getting shorter;

I'm losing my life;

I don't want to die;

God please don't let me die;

Awhile after my parents came home to find my body on the floor, cold;

Next to my body they found a note;

That said "Its not your fault mom and dad, I love you both";

Up from above I watch them cry;

All wondering why I chose to die;

I wish I didn't kill myself;

I wish there was a way;

I could take this all back and find a better way;

Now I can watch over my family and friends;

To keep them from making the same mistake I did;

Reason for writing:

    One of my best friends always talked and wrote poems about suicide and I just decided to write a poem.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-05-03 23:49:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:26
Poem ID: 69487

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