I hate me

by Jaired A S - Aries

I hate me 
and only me 
 your the reason why 
 your the reason i give up 
I gave in 2 your mouth full of lies
now i suffer through my own eyes 

Why do you say that 
why do tell me so 
 you insist on this 
 you give me wrong directions 
then you leave 
and your still smiling 

I like you lots 
I even adore you 
 i told you nothing but the truth 
 And i told you my honest feelings 
to my suprise 
you dont care at all 

You got me 
to hate myslef 
  its cuz of you 
  im so hurt 
and its cuz of me 
for leaving my ears open 

your words went threw my head 
they stuck in my head 
  there burning my head 
  i feel as if i am almost dead 
 you burnt me 
 cold and cruel 

but how could i cry 
from such a lie
   you had me fooled 
   but now you have me not
  this is the way its supposed to be 
  one boy that needs a shoulder 
 one girl that deserves a slap 
 one boy that deserves a cheer

but you insist 
to keep telling me 
  and 2 that action 
  I keep myslef away from you 

I wanna be pure at heart 
but all you do is rip my feelings apart
   and i feel like a volcano 
   im about to explode 
  im rumbling 
  im shaking from the thought of you 

 I dont wanna hate 
 I dont need rage 
But your feeding me 
and im hot as fire 
       ready to burn the truth threw you 
       stab your cold heart 
so one day 
you can be a liitle warmer

Reason for writing:

    This is not to Allyson , but to someone else!    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-05-05 19:27:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:28
Poem ID: 69568

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