If you wanted to crawl inside my head and rape my thoughts.... I've already done it for you.................. Somebody save me from what I've become..... ............my life is submerged...... ...in the thick fog.................................... ................of dreams left unknown....I've been... ...left behind...here...by myself.......... ....................left....to get high.............. ......while I stay here.....where I'm at............. ..................in this room full of people........... ...all alone.................... ......I am no more....only less....than I used to be............ ...........the world will never understand me............. .....as niether will I...... understand myself......... I don't know where my life begins.................. .........and ends any more..................... ...can I ever return to light and brightness... ................will I forever be separate from the world... .....in which I find myself... the bad person.................... ..................Is coming............................ ..........cold grey fingers of dawn absorb......... ...................the protecting darkness... .......the norm is not...has never been... ..............part of my existence...I am detatched... .....from..... everything around me... I belong... ................to no one.... and no thing... ...........I am apart from everyone..................... .......................I am nothing left.................... .............where does my soul go.... ......................when it hides from me... ........when dawn overcomes night........ ............................... once more.....
Reason for writing:
The ramblings of a drunken fool...
Birth sign: Libra
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