Scared

by Amber - Taurus

Life is full of love, hate, jealousy, and anger
We are given life without any choice
You can't buy it 
You can't sell it
Life gets difficult and confusing at times
Life got very difficult for me 
I was very close to giving up
Life wasn't treatng me farirly
I know I didn't deserve it
but it kept letting me have it
and right when I thought things were getting better
i got hurt one more time 
harder than ever before
Apart of me was missing 
It seemed like things were just going to 
get worse from then on out
I couldn't stop thinking about it 
Was it my fault? Does he blame me?
I didn't mean for this to happen 
I wish it was me instead of you
I’m very sorry you have to go through this
It is painful to see you hurt
Please don't cry
You have helped me find who I am
but who am I without you?
I am nothing
How can something like this
happen to a beautiful person like you?
I know we were meant to be together
I know somewhere in your heart 
you know too
I try not to think of you anymore
yet it is hard not to
i can’t help but wonder...
are you thinking of me?
My heart was cut bad
it wouldn’t stop bleeding
I tried to wrap it up and make it stop
it is heeling very slowly 
A scar will remain
It will remind me of what happened. 
It will remind me of good and bad things
I cover up the scar because I don’t want anyone to see
but everytime I look at it 
I get stronger
He once told me.....
“Open the door to all your dreams 
And let your mind be free.”

I have opened my eyes and see life a little clearer now.
Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 2002-05-14 20:17:21
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:30
Poem ID: 69683

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