sometimes i peak through the door of life... just to get an idea of what the fuck is going on.. its been so long.. since ive been strong.... its been too long... ive been so wrong.... glances into the future... bring nothing but fear and angst... ive been down this road so many times... then why does this feel so strange... i feel so out of place... like im the only one in this outer space... so familiar is your face... i can still taste the disgrace.... so many roads to choose from... but which is the one for me... decision after decision... each made in haste... so from now until the day i die... i think ill just give up... this world fucking sucks my nuts... fuck becoming a "grownup"... it seems to me.. that this is the way to be... if you could only see.... what ive seen... then i guess you could maybe possibly understand.. just what i mean?!!??!
Reason for writing:
i hate my life....cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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