hmmm...if i only had the balls

by cipher - Aries

please dont cry..
there was no time to say goodbye..
please dont forget the things were shared..
although im not sure if you ever really cared...
please hold on to the dreams we made...
dont forget this game has to be played....

go on without me...
survive and make your life special..
move on without me...
i cant surpass the threshold...

ill be forgotten soon enough...
just dont follow my footsteps...
i did it for my peice of mind...
and now theres nothing left..

i followed the light as far i could..
but it shown on nothing but broken dreams and depression..
so after im dead....
please just remember this lesson....

dont do the same as me...
this not the way things should be...

but they are none the less....
i never could complete this test...
with this bullet lodged in my chest...
i keep thinking..
was this really for the best?!!??!

Reason for writing:

    im pretty sure i wanna die just dont have the balls to do it...and no i dont want any fucking sympathy so if your going to reply to this poem please dont say any stupid shit like that!?!) sorry if i sound like an ass or whatever im just sorta tired of everyone thinking they can help people solve there problems....this is not real life its the fucken internet....cipher:D    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-05-17 11:16:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:30
Poem ID: 69691

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