3 gone i'm left who's to blame i wanna say god but it would be wronge. my 3 brothers lay dead in the ground my mother soon to join them . what can i do to help my mother out of her deep depresion . crying every night wishing i was never born then thinking about the man who makes me think twice before killing myself and just so u know its not god . jaired is the one that helps me make it threw every day of my life. i try to act happy on the phone and with my friends when they come around . but the trueth is that iwanna burst out into tears and run away .
Reason for writing:
i'm now a only child becaus of my stupid self and i'm soon to be motherless again . jaired i love u so much i honostly do wan't to go jump off a biulding or shoot myself at times but i try to play it cool and act like nothings wronge but its all a lie when i say every things fine . i know you all don't wanna here my sad stories becaus i know that they get annoying but this is why i've been gone so long.
Birth sign: Gemini
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