Held Back

by Annika - Scorpio

Gazing into the star filled night
I wonder what is wrong with me. 
Why can't I feel love as others do?
I try.
But it's just to hard
My heart refuses to get trapped.
I wish to one day whisper-
I love you
Meaning it with all of me.
But until that day
I'll fill my nights with tears
Suffering sleepless nights.
The guilt overwhelms me 
And there is no greated pain imaginable.

Reason for writing:

    I've had a few very serious relationships but for some reason I won't give up my heart. i guess I'm afraid to be alone. Does anyone else ever feel like that? please email any comments on my poem sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com.Thanks:)    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2002-07-29 18:19:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:31
Poem ID: 69746

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