understanding you
i figured,
was a lifelong process i would have to face
which i was more than pleased...
to undergo
i fired my overprotective guard...
sent him packing with no severance<sp> pay
because
i thought
i really truly thought
i found that person who would change my life
you have in so many ways
triggered emotions i never believed i could feel
and underneath it all
and through again
i thank you for the late night sob sessions
because in those moments of pure haste and
self denial..
dishonesty
and deep depression
i grew up
that call was the last of mine to be made
and if my phone rings one day...
and youre on the other end
just to let you know
i wasnt waiting
but patiently hoping
you'd return
Reason for writing:
he hasnt called in over a week...and im really trying to focus on not thinking about him every 5.2 seconds...
any advice...?
i truley need it right about now
Birth sign: Virgo
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