true love

by James Estrada - Libra

how do you explain love
is it a feeling or just a word
in my experience it felt like a felling but ended as a word
At first i felt used, like a toy.

The first time the words I LOVE YOU came from her mouth i thought it was real
The next felt more real it felt like this for some time,
But then the words "its over" came from the same mouth that said I LOVE YOU and i flet like i was in my grave six feet under the ground.
After i heard these words i felt like i should end my life. 
I looked into the television as grabbed two steel guitar strings and tighetend them around my wrists so I could see blood
I was ready to end my life until i realized that it wasn't worth it I had some much to give
My brother walked in the room and saw what i was up to and helped me through the night. 
Is this what love does to you.

Now it is hard for me to tell my own mother I love her 
because of what happend in my life

Do I still love her... not sure
Does she love me... NO

True love is when you stick with what you say when you say I LOVE YOU
Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2002-08-28 02:57:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:35
Poem ID: 69975

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