Deciding what to do

by Twan - Aries

Forgive me father, i have sinned
i have made a terrible mistake
i have looked into the eyes of my other
and have fucked up

I know we're supposed to be faithful to eachother and all that
my mind and eye have strayed from my original intent
and now...only now have I found out 
that fate will not save me this time
last i saw the devastation, last i saw my cries
last i saw heaven and last i saw lies

isn't like i did the dirt, but in my own eyes
i have become no better
i have become like a cabbage leaf
if just a little wetter
am i a cheater because i watch adult movies??

sooooo....
i see elba
able was i
i feel guilt at one time 
and at another

actually, i don't.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2002-09-05 12:04:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:37
Poem ID: 70056

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