When I see a crowd I imagine you're somewhere in there, entangled amongst all the different people And I always think of you being so sorrowful because there's no me next to you You're alone in this big scary world, searching for the missing piece to make you complete And I want to be that piece that fits ever so perfectly into your life Sometimes I spend hours daydreaming about you, but I know it only leads me in unending circles I dont want your pity or your sympathy Im not even asking for your time I just know what I feel in my heart for you Even after the hurtful words you spoke to me I still cant let you go or tell you good-bye It tears me up inside to even think those words Cause when I think about life you're the only thing that matters in this whole entire universe to me I only wish that feeling was mutual cause I doubt I ever come into your thoughts Like when you're at work or hanging with your friends Or spending cold nights snuggled up in a bed with nothing but a pillow to hold on to I often long for your attention Even just a second would be nice Id do anything to get you to notice me And that must mean I have problems in my head because you're not even worth my trouble And you'll never change, its your biggest fear You'll live your life running in circles, away from your fears until once again you'll be confronted with them You'll never learn to deal, only avoid You've been good at hiding your pain Keeping a smile in the pouring rain You only want the sun to shine and to know in time you'll heal But its easier to just forget than live with the thought of remembering You remember all our good times All the times I made you happy You cant say I didnt try But nothing was enough for you Nothing can ever be perfect to the perfectionist such as myself, ive walked in your shoes Ive been down the same winding roads to nowhere and the only place i ever end up is back with you and then once more im stuck Between loving you while trying to still love myself I dont think it'll ever work and I'll always find myself in circles...Birth sign: Cancer
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