So Frustrated

by ~Ms. Sarah~ - Cancer

I just get so frustrated
And I try to explain it to them
and they just dont get it
But the second he has a problem
they're so willing to help and
do anything to make him happy and
its just not fair
Cause im the one kissing their asses
and playing the role of the "good child"
While he gets rewarded
Love and sympathy all around
They keep him afloat while 
wacthing me drown
Deeper and deeper i sink into
black murky waters
I only wanted a hand, someone to save me
But I shall never be rescued
I'll die in despair
Suffocated, left with no air
I wont reach the top
I'll only go down, no faith in me
What am I to them?
A nothing, a nobody, a forgotten face
Put in last place so he can be victorious
He can be #1
Ive never been their champion
Ive never been their pride and joy
Its normal to see me in this state of depression
They tell me how it gets old
Well not to me, I need help
Help they'll never give
I struggle, do they not see?
Laugh in my face
Its all a big joke
Well one day they'll see
The real true me
and wish they'd have taken more interest...
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2002-09-09 03:19:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:37
Poem ID: 70073

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