I don't know why I blindly follow your lead It only takes me down the path of misery and heartache You tell me such sweet, convincing lies and I continually fall over and over and over for them I need to let you go, make you get out of my head Im afraid I may go insane if you keep coming around Keep making me believe in all that you say when I know in my heart none of it is truth Im only hurting myself in this endless race You dont care how I feel or if my heart is breaking You wouldnt give a second thought if you saw me cry You like to make other people sad and hurt You think maybe it'll ease all your pain But wake-up from that big, stupid dream Thats no way to treat people No way to rid any of your inner pain Those demons will only get bigger with each person you abuse It'll all come back to haunt you one day When you're alone, when the one you truly want doesnt want you in return And you find out they were only using you Only wanted you for self-gain Then you'll understand the anger you caused me And all the frustration and anxiety that cant be erased or forgotten Ive tried to forget you, block you from my mind But each time I remember the good things I dont like to recall the bad and then I think maybe you've changed And maybe this time you'll show me that good person that I know you keep hidden deep down inside But always I see the evil in you You choose to only let out the bad and again you hurt me and leave me and never once have you shown any remorse...Birth sign: Cancer
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