If only i could put into words how crappy i feel right now All the thoughts that flood my brain, they keep me up for hours Certain things I cant even explain Its like everything is going wrong and i think sometimes i made the wrong decisions and now im paying for them I often wish I would have done better in school so I could get into a better college I should have been a better friend to people I should have done so many things that I now regret not doing and now im totally screwed I really miss my best friend and the summer before last I wish everyday could be like that summer But you're there and im here and youre busy and im not, ha, so i guess ill just move-on My life would have been so different I often sabotage myself because I get scared I think I'll never make it, So I dont even try And all it ever gets me is tears and unhappiness Unfulfilled dreams Im wasting all this potential I'll never be able to achieve I often find it hard to breathe Sometimes I think Im dying Dying of a "should-have" disease...Birth sign: Cancer
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