Today I finally let go of the love I had for you inside. Those three days we spent apart showed me what I had to do. I was so in love with you, The love I had for you was so good. I thought you felt what I felt inside. You told me lies and made me cry for a love you never intended to show. My life was sad. All because I trusted my heart with you. I wanted you right here next to my side. To have your love too. I became so weak, a love-sick-tossed- soul. I spent all my time trying to make you mines. In all my dreams I saw myself in your life as your wife. But in reality things never turned out right. All because I wasn't meant to have your love. You used me up and drained my heart. At night all I did was cry for your love. Wanting you here to hold me close to feel the love I had for you inside. To make you realize how real my love was for you within. Hoping you would feel the same and end my pain. Now there's nothing more for me to do. I want the love I have for you inside to leave my heart. And for you to stay away from me. Today I decided to end this lie. To open my eyes and see what God has been showing me from the start. Me and you were never meant to be. So I'll let go of something so dear within my heart, My love for you, sweetheart.
Reason for writing:
I wrote this poem for SF. Someone I loved and who had my heart but was too afraid to show me he cared.
Birth sign: Cancer
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