How can I say goodbye, when my heart won't allow it. Why do I keep holding on when I know that it's time to move on. When will I ever learn that love for me was never meant to be the way I want. Giving my heart and soul was not enough to keep you here. So you left me here standing all alone. I could tell that you loved me as much as I loved you, But you were too scared to act on your emotions. I want to say goodbye and free my heart of the love I have for you inside, But I can't let go. The love I have inside for you won't let me go. It's too strong for me to fight alone. God I love you so. Why can't you see that through your eyes. You're making me crazy, wanting to die. Stop hurting me so much inside. You're making me cry and cry. This pain in my heart is like no other. I just want God to end it right now. Make me love no more. Just help me say goodbye. And close the door on you forever.
Reason for writing:
Trying to move on and healing my heart.
Birth sign: Cancer
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