The Saddest Day

by Marlena - Cancer

Today was the saddest day of my life.
You left me here alone to die.
My heart has a big empty hole inside.
I can't deal with this pain alone.
I tried to make sense of all the signs I 
missed.
You never once showed me you were unhappy.
Now I'm here all by myself trying to move on.
You made me love you and you alone.
My heart could love no other soul.
I'm trying to go on and pray that the next
day will bring my pain to an end.
Making my heart cope fast.
I never thought you could ever hurt me this way,
Sadly I was mistaken by your charms.
Receiving your love was all that I 
longed,
Giving you my heart was never enough
for you,
Now we are no longer no more.
I have to find the strength to go on,
without you here by my side.

Today became the saddest day for me.
The day you broke my heart into a thousand pieces.
The lies you told me remain countless.
I was just so blind and in love with you.
You touched a soft spot within my heart.
Now my aching heart will love no more.

June 15, 2004

Reason for writing:

    Letting go of the past and finding out what God plans are for me in life.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2004-06-15 00:30:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:40
Poem ID: 70222

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