Have You Ever

by Marlena - Cancer

Have you ever loved someone so much that it made
you hurt so much inside because deep in your
heart you knew he'll never love you that much
inside.
Have you ever wondered why love makes you feel 
so happy inside one day,
Then you find out that it was all in vain.
Have you ever confessed your love to the one you
love,
And hopes he would return his love too,
but all that ever came to be was a 
friendship speech,
Something anyone in love never wants to hear.
Have you ever wondered why God allows you
to fall in love with someone he'll never allow
you to have.
You go on each day trying to find a way to be the one
he adores and loves, but in reality your chance never comes.
His heart belongs to someone else.
He'll never be your man.
While all your efforts get lost in the sand.

Have you ever cried your heart out for a love 
you wanted so bad, but knew it was
never meant for you to have.
Have you ever wondered why he doesn't
realize what a perfect match you two would
make if only he would give you a chance
to show him your love.
Have you ever wanted to take your life
just to end your suffering days.
But you stop to think if it would be 
worth taking your life for someone who
never cared about your undying love
you tried to share with him.
Have you ever wondered why God makes us suffer
the way he does, 
And you pray for him to come rescue you from all
this pain,
By never letting you love again.

Reason for writing:

    I'm trying to go on, but I'm still hurting inside. Pray for me because right now I'm finding life so unbearable.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2004-06-15 23:07:48
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:40
Poem ID: 70227

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