Lord what do you want from me now, Now that my heart is so empty inside. I have no desire to go on. You gave me no choice. The one thing that I wanted more than life was my true love, You took that away from me, and left me here all alone. All I do is cry each day, wanting my pain to come to an end. Why Can't I be happy too? If falling in love is the only beauty life has to offer me, than take love out of my heart. Make me love no me. I rather live out the rest of my life without ever being in love again, then to fall in love just to have my heart stepped on again. Now that I know, love wasn't meant for me to have, what more do you want from me? Have my life, Take it now, just free my heart of this pain and allow me to be. I can't go on as hard as I try, When I see him, I just want to die. I can't cry anymore, my tears are all dried out. I feel so bitter and incomplete inside. Why can't he love me the way I love him? I'm all that he needs in a woman and more. Why can't he see that we are meant to be. Lord, is it because you have a greater plan for me and the one I am to love and he to love me too. Please send me a sign. Just let me know you do still care for me. Even after all this pain, I still love you no mater what. I just want my pain to come to an end. Help me Lord, Find my Salvation here on earth. Give me peace and hope and a dream that will someday carry out to be the reality that I am seeking. Please free my heart of this pain.
Reason for writing:
Hope,Peace,and the ability to go on and making peace with God and with my heart.
Birth sign: Cancer
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