lies

by mae - Gemini

everything was false
i believed it anyway
i wanted to believe it was real,
that what we shared was real,
that i was real.

but it was not real.
we never had anything to share.
i was not real, 
i am not real.

you're absolutely right,
im not real,
i never was.

i just wanted someone or something
to fill this void
take me to fantasy land.
i wanted to be real,
desperately.
but im just not.

but you are,
and im hurt that i'm not.
because i love you now...
or is that, not real too?

Reason for writing:

    online relationship    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2004-08-24 07:23:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:41
Poem ID: 70297

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