2 MY DAD IN MOTIVATION when you told me to hang in there I thought what was left to hold on to? (August 2002) WRITTEN AND DISCARDER Once in awhile i will write to you I jote down all my feelings and while I am at it I think of you and tell you everything my heart feels I am to you nobody important, nobody special So when i finsih writting I discard my letter (2003 spring) NO WORRIES I am not worried about a thing in life M heart is sunk but i still dont worry I can do my own thang from now on everything and everybody i have known Ended like my favorite novel Were the main characters die (fall 2003) TRUE FRIEND if u need a friend because your lonely I will be there till my end like a true hommie If you ever need to cry i got a shoulder Dont be scarred to give it a try Ima soilder (dec 03) SHE PLAYS GOOD I'm fucked up everyday, frustrated from head games Washed up in this gutter, and I can't get away My heart remains true, but its the lies I hate All this shit i dont wanna go through, it only makes my heart break I dont understand hope It only makes me fear That I dont understand love Because all it does is disapear (late summer 2003) DEATH IS A RELEASE dying in jail the fear of doing life the fear of getting out There is no release for me I either die or go back to my community I hate it out there I like it here better This is family I found peace here Im close to my relases and I dont want it My family is here now I much pefer to die in here Then out there Id rather die then live at all (december 2003) 2 MY DAD IN MOTIVATION "SEQUEL" when I first got thrown in You told me 'hang in there' So i did Its 17 months later, here i am! "Hanging out" (January 2004)
Reason for writing:
Short poems i made while i was in jail, that was me then, but its nearly 2005, and i know its so much diffrent now. Just something I wanted to share, because It sort of makes up during this site's lock out and the period of time i been gone.
Birth sign: Aries
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