We made love late in the night, the summer passed by I touched his chest, he touched my thigh It was August 4th, 2004 I went about midway down his throat, he breathed "more" I stood over him, I had left the bar I left someone who wanted to be my boyfriend in the tar As he drank, and danced, and fucked another guy I targeted, hit, scraped, and stopped being shy We kissed all night as I ran out the clock The best kisser I've ever had, and not of my cock And then it hit me like a thunderbolt, Nothing could have prepared me for knowing I had become exactly what I didn't want to be. It came to me in a flash, the thought that was I looked down at him,into his eyes And I saw beauty, I kissed him on the train And forgave everyone a thousand times I realized once again what everyone had been saying Since I went under the world the first night I had been feeling down But everything finally felt right. I ended up in his bed like I have 1000 times before but this one looked different I fell to the floor and we loved, ferally and brutally Throughout the night and most of the morn But later on I would wonder Why I only earned his scorn I thought long and hard What had I done, written with a defective pen But he wouldn't call Never did, again I became what I never wanted to be And I think it'll be bad with a gun But I guess I'll pick up and go on to 1001Birth sign: Aries
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