Maybe I'm a fool who just loves to be hurt by you over and over again. Why can't I just let go of the love I have for you inside? I'm trying so hard to go on with my life without you here. But my love for you refuses to set my heart free. Just when I'm starting to live my life again, I see you, and all my feelings of love start to resurface for you again. I just wish I could erase you from my life. Never ever laying my eyes on you again. I've been lying to myself, Trying to pretend that I no longer care for you. But in reality I still love you. I love you more than I ever did before. I just wish I could stop my heart from loving you. Each day becomes a struggle for me, Trying to hide my feelings of love for you. So you'll never know how much power you have on me. Sadly I cry each day and night wondering if I'll ever find some peace. Many men have tried to win my heart after you broke my heart, I tried to be happy by giving them a chance, but my heart refussed to betray the love it has for you inside. I'm holding on to a dream that will never come to be. I just have to except this fact. Me and You will never be. You don't believe in compromises. The only thing left for me to do is pack my bags and so goodbye. Don't look back, just go. Begin my journey wherever fate may take me. And find my purpose here on earth. Maybe one day I'll find my true love. Someone who will love me alone.
Reason for writing:
Being true to myself and finding the strength to deal with everthing that is going on in my life.
Birth sign: Cancer
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