Thier Thoughts

by RJ - Cancer

I can feel thier thoughts, 
swirling around me,
like a hive of angry bees, 
but i have done no wrong,
and provoked no one,
but still i feel thier thoughts
so much anger and hate
thier eyes burn into my back
and into my heart and soul
telling me i don't belong and never will
i wish you knew how it felt to feel
the agony and the pain
to know you have every right to blame
so many others for damn near going insane
they scald me like a red hot dagger 
held far too long over the brilliant fire
they're scalding me and burning me
slashing, scratching, and cutting me
they cause me so much anger and pain
everything they have thrown at me
i have begun to be
everything they have done to me
they will someday also see
you think i am evil, you think i am the problem
think again, you think you see who i really am
but you have no idea
this is but a slight insight 
of what it truly is to be truly me

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2004-10-25 21:13:35
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:43
Poem ID: 70404

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