As I write, tears race down my cheeks. I'm so angry, disappointed in myself. How could I have been so heartless to you? I loved you so much, I never lied. I ask myself every day what is wrong with me. Maybe I wasn't ready for forever, Maybe I wanted to continue on the search of perfection when perfection obviously doesn't exist. So few things you asked from me. Why couldn't I just give you my heart, my soul? Why couldn't I open up my life to you, tell you my fears and my dreams? Every day I regret hurting you, I wish I didn't cause you pain. There's so much I want out of life, I was afraid with you I would never receive it. I still love you and part of me always will. My heart will continue to follow its well worn path.
Reason for writing:
I was in a long distance relationship and I ended it because I'm just not sure where my life is going..Please send me any comments/suggestions. thanks! annikas20@yahoo.com
Birth sign: Scorpio
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