i saw you in my dreams again... though barely in my sight... i think about you always.. every single night... always reliving the pain... that you made me think i caused.. why couldnt we have waited... just a simple pause.. some time to understand myself... and why i do the things i do... why i treat myself like shit.. and bend over backwards for you... i doubt we could have made it... past where it ends... maybe we could have tried harder!?!? i guess it all depends... on the way you look at it.. and the way it makes you feel.... the sadest part of all of this.... i still continue to peel.. the layers of you away from me.. the memories and the dreams.... the things i wish i had never done... always as bad as it seems.. so how do i say goodbye... to someone who isnt here... how do i fix all this shit... how can i fix my fears......
Reason for writing:
about a girl........cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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