i swore needed you to survive...
why did it it take me so long, to realize it was all a lie..
so aprehensive was first was i....
you dug your claws in soo deep....
i was clouded by the love i thought i was surrounded in...
every night..id think of you before id sleep...
i thought without you by my side...
id waste all my strength trying to die....
feeling and memories, nearly drove me crazy...
to this day they haunt me still...
sometimes alone, i sit and wonder...
how long until theyve been killed...
so long since ive seen you...
or wasted any tears from my eyes...
so long since even the thought of you..
it comes as no surprise...
sometiems i think its crazy....
how much time i wasted on you...
other times i sit and smile...
thinking of things we used to do...
what fucked up cluster...
of emotions i cant explain.....
im so sick of you insed my mind....
i hope you feel this pain.
Birth sign: Aries
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