4 Whynona

by Jaired A. Burton Smokeyday - Aries

When mom and dad split up 
And everybody was drunk 
I was sleeping 
You ran to me like I was your big brother
And I took you in my arms and gave you a big hug
I could see your red eyes 
And quivering lip
I seen it before and never did nothing about it 
But I couldn’t pass this one up
Not after the loss
I took you for a walk
And you remained silent
So I told you life is not easy 
Especially here
I even took my little sawed off shotgun 
Because I was that tired of being approached 
We did not need to be bothered
And nobody tried to lynch us 
I had the look that I was exhausted and willing
The only thing that mattered was you at that point
I blocked out the world 
And gave you attention 
That everyone else neglected
And I realized I found a reason to shake off my cold shoulder
Up until that day
I never wanted anything to do with you
But 30 minutes with you told me
That you were officially my new little sis
‘My god I know’
Out of all the people on earth why me
Why crazy Jaired
IT was a blessing that made my heart swell
And I will never forget 
Just what an awesome little sister I have
Couple years later 
You are all grown
It just kicks my ass 
To know I have you and we both know it
That I was the one who taught you how to be a poet
Before I forgot…

And let it slip out of my reach…

Reason for writing:

    I don't know how to write poetry, i can say that much, but i can be real when i write, and i can put my feelings into it. But i am no magician with words like some of you. Thanks for telling me I'm no poet. I try...    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-01-14 06:16:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:45
Poem ID: 70481

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