Difficult

by redneck - Gemini

Difficult 

Some times it gets diffucult to see the true me.
locked away in a little notebook is all the times it was difficult for me to say 
i'm sorry or that i had lied to you and that I knew you wouldnt understand why.

Please forgive me for being so difficult and not seeing that every word was cutting you like a sharp blade.

My intentions were pure 
even if the end was so unsure.

I know its difficult to remember,
it pains me every waking moment to think that i hurt you and theres no cure ..no words to heal your heart and i cant be there to whipe away your tears.

This is a endless story ..that will follow us to our graves.

I'm sorry for all the difficulties i caused in your life.

Reason for writing:

    Just to a person i use to think i knew ..time changes people..sometimes for the better and sometimes for the worse..isnt it funny how the good guy always turns bad?    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2005-01-30 22:05:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:45
Poem ID: 70523

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