is it true?

by redneck - Gemini

is it true?
Have i become weak?

My pride has died down 
i can no longer walk with my head up high.
how do i look my father in the eyes when i know all he'll do is lie.

how do I walk away from doing wrong when its being thrown in my face constantly?

Is it true, have i let my brother and father down by carrying a frown?
how do i stop crying when they give me the eagle of guidance to wear on my neck ...and i cant even guid myself into happieness?
 
Is it true, Have I failed my family ?

Reason for writing:

    Family conflicts are happening , i dont understand any of it. I cant hold my head up high with a smile on my face any more ..i tried today ..but i couldnt ..i have no clue what to do any more ..and thats why i wrote this ..because lately all i'm good at is being confused.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2005-02-02 00:50:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:46
Poem ID: 70536

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