Wish sunshine came first

by Jaired - Aries

Brilliant Injustice in this world 
Trying to make me go to hell 
For the cause of another sucker 
Lost in the whirl wind 
Of pain, drugs, abuse, and Corruption
And whatever the fuck is bad out there or wrong
I know and admit that my heart went Ashtray
Sincerely my pain goes out to all who I disappoint
My Feelings are genuine, My Pain is real. 
I'm so sick and I get so mad 
If I were called psycho, I wouldn't trip
I already know, that I crossed some lines
That I wouldn’t dare try as a child
Life has both rainy days and days of sunshine
I actually like it when it turns out fine 
I wish everyday could be mine... but its not
That's not the greatest reason for me to spin out, The way I do when I do
I hope, I breathe  
To see something done about this bad shit happening
Nothing negative or in any form of retaliation 
But something jubilant, something sweet
Just nothing negative, Nothing dead beat
Something to sit back and smile for 
Like the fact we are all alive and still well…
Even though many of us are in some sort of war

Reason for writing:

    Maybe my writings will not spark up an inspiration for going down the wrong way, but to show what happens when you go down the wrong way. The way I chose to go is just as real as someone heroic or someone foolish, same shit different pile. My only hopes in being real in my writings is to show anybody interested in being bad that this life aint it. That this life is the only one we got. The choices we make is important at that point of time, and comes with consequences. I hope I spark the inspiration of being real with who you are, and to write what is the truth and not lie’s. The truth matters no matter who you are, coming clean is the only way. Nobody likes a liar, Liars will lose many things.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-03-03 15:35:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:47
Poem ID: 70646

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