i tear pieces away... from this hardened shell... just a glimpse,,its all i want.. a look into my hell... the walls so thick... not a sound can be heard.... how can i talk myself out of this... i cant find the words... a beam of blinding light appears... just beyond my wall.. a few more peices to be torn away.. and my eyes will be open to all.. all of the things i hate.. the memories long since past... each and every, fucking grain... thats gone through my hourglass... my anger actually surprises me.. inflicted upon myself.... of course i am alone...just me and my thoughts... i wish there was someone else... a person to make this clear to me... all these unhappy things... a person who really understands... alas..tis but a dream... the final peice has fallen... and exposed to me all of this... just thinking looking at the things ive fucked up... i cant help but get this pissed... should i walk away.. just turn my head run... it seems ive travleled much to far.. to let this be un-done... as i walk into the light... i turn and look back once... just to see...if it really is only me... am i the only one?
Reason for writing:
just my some shit i wanted to say i guess...been having writers block lately......cipher
Birth sign: Aries
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