Never mind

by Beth - Scorpio

Never mind
  I was a science project once
    upon a quark
do ugly ducklings really become swans
  and if so then what becomes of
   the beautiful duckling?
You spoke to me
  under a southern sky
    in a foreign tongue
      that made my skin shiver in 
         anticipation
          of that same tongue 
       licking me
    in feather strokes at midnight.

Never mind
   that once
    I was a Goddess
      standing naked in a pool of
       virginal blood
What becomes of a broken
   Deity, 
     When men no longer fear?
You looked at me
   with such longing
     that I felt your eyes
       devouring me from the next room,
      before I even met you.

Never mind 
   that I once bound my feet
     and taped down my breasts
       clumping across your stage in 
        muddy boots, 
         my shirt sticking to the fresh welts
        on my back.
You touched me
  once
    warm fingers tracing 
     my outlines
      as though they could 
       colour-me-in
    that feeling remains
  like permanent marker
 forever a stain
on my skin.


Never mind
   that I was a song 
     once
      that burst forth from the hearts
       of impassioned lovers,
      now relegated to the
     cliché of weddings and 
    Celine Dion tribute albums.
You have turned away from me now
   no longer able
     to hold my gaze
no longer able
   to love
     to lust
I am banished 
  from your temple
    banished
      from your heart….

How could I have fallen so far?
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2005-03-21 21:17:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:49
Poem ID: 70706

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