asking no quarter but receiving heaven

by tattooedbeatmessiah - Libra

tonite,
as most nites lately,
i feel lucky,
it's 6 a.m. and
upstairs my wife is sleeping and
in the crib down the hall,
my baby boy is examining his
four month old fingers and the shadows
they make on the wall,
i am blessed as i sit here for
the first time in a long time,
trying to write again,
trying to feel the old feelings
but thats hard to do when
the cigarettes no longer burn 
in the ashtray and a coffee cup
sits where the bottle once stood....

so i sit here,
feeling lucky,
wiping down this machine,
staring at the empty pages as
i wait for the words to come again....

Reason for writing:

    it's been a long time....    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2005-04-03 06:12:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:49
Poem ID: 70718

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