You died today. Leaving all your friends and family indispair. Everyone is so torn up with tears flowing from every where. While I just sit here wondering why I can not shed a tear for a man I once loved with all my heart. I should be in morning, but yet I can not bring myself to cry. I'm walking around doing my daily runs without a single thought of you to ruin my day. I feel so heartless, but I don't care about your death. You never really showed me you cared if I lived or die while you still were alive. You only made me cry each day of my life. Leaving me in so much pain day after day. Making me beg God to take my life, so I wouldn't have to go on loving you. Now that you have left this world, away from my life, I could go on pretending how happy I am without you here. But in reality I miss you so much that it's tearing me inside. The truth as we know, you did once loved me so. Back when we were young and carefree from all of life's miseries. Now that you're gone, I have moved on for the sake of my soul and my beating heart. You know I'll always love you deep in my heart. Where you'll live on forever every day of my life. Goodbye, May you rest in peace in all the days to come and all the years to past as all our memories live on to last.
Reason for writing:
thoughts
Birth sign: Cancer
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