Little mistakes.No one would think that it was me.This person that you see.Things that you hear.Was one of my fears.Now its happened.And I can go in the past.All I can do is make it last.Try to be happy.Even though I feel crappy.Should I tell her?Should I cry?Should I fall to my knees and beg God to forgive me??Read a story today.About this girl.She didn't mean to, but she killed her bestfriend.Was gonna kill herself.They planned it together.What went wrong you may ask.On grabbing the gun from the others hand, she pulled the trigger and it was in her hand.She says that when she thinks about suicide that it makes her sad.Cause all it causes is pain.So am I insane?For wanting to do this sometimes.Why do I feel like i've done a horrible crime?I told myself never again with them.But it happened.So fast.It just wouldnt last.That promise I made to myself.So here it is.My confession.Another sin.I've done it again.
Reason for writing:
Something happened today.Something I told myself that I wouldn't ever to for a long time w/out telling my mom.So here I am.Still haven't told my mom.And i've done it again.
Birth sign: Taurus
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