the aftermath

by Chritty - Aries

It's not what you said
or the way you said it
it's all the precious time you spent
trying to get me into bed
It's all your smiles
your kisses
your attempts
of taking what's mine
It's what's made me realize,
you've been a fake all these years.
It's that you said you loved me,
and I chose to believe that was true.
cause I loved you
But after we had sex
you changed your mind
and said we were through
you got into your car
and drove away
so like a fool I waited
hoping you would call
counting the days
until your heart would fall
in love with me 
and the memory we shared 
All alone in that room
in that bed
where i sleep every night
i think about the way you held me tight
the way my body quivered
when you were inside,
I tried to be strong
tried to move on
forget about you
and that night
If only you could see,
it's not me, it was all on you.
You would soon realize,
it's what you did say and do.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-06-07 23:30:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:50
Poem ID: 70771

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