why me?!

by cipher - Aries

why me....
is fate really like this...
is this the life ive been heading for...
i wonder what ive missed...
some huge fucking sign...
in the middle or the fork in the road...
i must have left it behind, in a trail of dust...
god....do i feel old...
wise beyond my years...
or false bravado from too many drugs...
whay exactly am i me...
stuck in this life of "thugs"...
who could i have been...
if indeed my fate could change....
would i be the person i want to see...
or even more deranged....
rhetorical questions are a mind fuck...
and thats where i happen to be...
if i cant do it...at least for myself...
then who will feel sorry for me...

Reason for writing:

    who knows.....    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-06-20 20:31:59
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:50
Poem ID: 70782

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