i have wasted so much time with
self –control
in those areas where i should
have had none
i have wasted so much time
having no self-control
in those areas where i should have
had nothing
but
i’ve wasted so much time...
regret...
yeah,
along with the realization
that nothing
nor anyone
can change it.
it was just
t
i
m
e
and there are no truer words
than time passes
it slips away
until
it’s gone
taking along with it
memories...
of strong arms
enfolding me
harboring me
from the cold,
steel stare
of my
reality.
of flame blue eyes
watering my
soul
with promises of
safety
and a forever
of sunshine
or
darkness
on the
horizon...
whichever
i needed it to
be.
of heavy breathed lips
whispering words of
need, of want
of animalistic,
fucking
hunger
against the curve of my
neck...
just to feel what
was inside of me
and taste the
sweet juices
of my purity.
i’ve wasted so much time...
i want to breathe
i want to rest
i want to remember
i want to believe that
time
just goes
on
forever.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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