I'm sending this special note, especially just for you Dad, because where you are is unknown, was I all that bad? I am almost now 5 months old and you’ve been nothing to me but cold. You’ve yet to see my beautiful face because you left in such a hast. You’ve taught me how not to value every life, and that harsh words said lead to strife. You've taught me its okay to make a mistake, and to never be honest and always be fake. Thanks for teaching me right from wrong, and what it really doesn’t mean to be strong. Thanks for all the sacrifices you didn’t make for me, and for teaching me that leaving was the key. Thank you for showing me how to run, that is something I’ll do someday just for fun. I am grateful for all you did not encourage me, with your help, heaven knows where I would be. To me biologically you’ll always be but that’s sure enough for me, For it is Mommy that will always be there So for you, oh.... why should I even care? Thanks Dad!
Reason for writing:
My husband, ex-husband now, decided that when I was 4 1/2 months pregnant with our daughter that he didn't want anything to do with us. The bills were falling behind (including the house payment) due to Dr. bills, etc., but the new car he just had to have was always getting paid on time. When I brought up selling the car, he told me to get out; choosing the car over me and his unborn child. My daughter is now 5 months old and is BEAUTIFUL. It's sad that her father still has had no contact with her. I will do everything in my power to make sure she gets everything she needs. She is the light of my life and someday I hope to find her a good Daddy. Any man can be a father, it takes a real man to be a Daddy.
Birth sign: Libra
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