I know you won't understand
but at times
I enjoy the pain
the depression
gives me comfort
-a heavy quilt for my heart
It's familiar
natural
I know it well
Just let me be
Wrapped up in my misery
It's comforting
sufficating
but not a terminal way
I don't want fixed
because I'm not broke
Just different
now
anyway
Let me be
leave me in my misery
for now
it's where I need to be
Pain heart ache
are not four letter words
(especially heart, since it's five)
They are ok
just not pleasant
And sometimes
I need that
Birth sign: Gemini
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