average girl

by Christi - Aries

I'm not your average girl
I cry when I am happy
laugh when I am angry
I enjoy being sad
most of the time
I hate the sunshine
I like when it rains
I'm not your average girl
I only like to wear black
I hate perfume
and sappy movies
I'd rather watch the news
I never been in love
with a guy
but I did love a chick once
she was beautiful
she loved to dance
especially when we kissed
I'm not your average girl
I never enjoyed sex
never liked flowers
I don't wish for a family
or kids
I would be a terrible mother
but I love my nephew
he thinks I'm funny
but what do twelve year old boys know
not much from where I am standing
I'm not your average girl
I hate the smell of roses
and the taste of chocolate
I prefer something sour
I like music and darkness
silence and nighttime
the sound of rain
the smell of the ocean
I'm not into fashion
or nail polishy
I like to party
sometimes I drink
a little to much
but I like the pain
when I wake up
it takes my mind off of things
I'm not your average girl
I like women
in tight dresses
women with dyed curly tresses
I fantasize about being a bird
being free
and flying away
flying away from everyone
including me
I guess you changed me
with your filthy words
and ugly face
I use to be average
I use to love a man
use to have a great life
with plans
of children and a house
with a picket fence
I use to love the smell
of flowers
I use to cry when I was sad
smile when I was glad
laugh when I was happy
i use to enjoy sex
when you held me tight
I use to be average
now I'm not
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2005-08-18 23:31:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:46:52
Poem ID: 70882

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